Solitary.in.Darkness.

Time to post? lolx... Anw.. yesterday i received my report card for some aspects of my life:

1) Maple: 83. As my level states
2) Audi: 59 (Playin too much maple meant that Leon (not wee) and bean (<33) had been catching up wif me... always get trashed by them
3) Friendship: 0. Let me explain.

Everything happened yesterday... jus a short question before proceeding... noticed that my links no longer has one name? I ended my friendship with taht person... after realising that it was no longer any use to keep it.. den megan came in to mediate, and soon after, i realised my explainations (or rather, my stubbornness) led to her ending our frenship also...

Sometimes i really wonder, if i really deserve to be in this world.. u see, im a really blessed child in this world, with the best in maple, a gf, a really kind mum... and yet... socially i flunk in all aspects... do i really deserve all this? Do i deserve the worst punishment in the world? Am i even fit to be here? All these random questions come into my mind whenever i am not busy nowadays..

Anyways... i jus wanna say a BIG THANKYOU to jean (<33) for cheering me up n being wif me whenever im down.. and to CHERYL SNG for always being crazy so that every1 will be happy.. and to LISER for being the most understanding daughter on earth... and to MEGAN (o.O) for giving up on me, so that i could awaken n brace myself...

MR 505 blogged at 5:31 PM

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