Solitary.in.Darkness.

Feeling emo today.. did not think sh would not hav such an extreme reaction to me quitting devilicious and joining LianXing... Sighs mayb god had planned all this? who knows...

Tmr is e common test ler.. and was wondering if my life had gone the way i wanted it to go... its very hard, juggling between studies and maple... and also dota.. its like, 3x committments... when studies is the most impt of them... sighs i cant explain wad has happened...

Bb peeps.. let this emo kia continue to be emo ba...

MR 505 blogged at 10:58 PM

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Sigh... my dear tempo quit maple... my plans failed again.. LOL....

Anw i jus left QQ's guild for LianXing (of course wif guilt).. She felt depressed at e start, n then told me to 4get bout it... sometimes i reali wonder what role i hav in my own life, let alone theirs... Its like.. i see my dear in QQ, n QQ in my dear... like im stuck in e middle liddat..

Also, I feel very in fear... that i will lose valuable friends all because i went to LianXing.. Sometimes i really dunno wad my role in life is... like im an actor that is stuck with no roles... I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING...

SIgh... may god give me an answer soon... bb all

MR 505 blogged at 11:17 PM

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So in a dilemea now... wan go taiwan but scared mum dun allow.. stupid right? anyways now is a very mixed time for me... Troubled by fps, and then there is maple... studies also... time is really very stressful these days..

Maple wise, i've finally overtaken megan (i lvl57, she lvl56), and on my way to dkhood... as for my love... she's lvl62....

now rushing through a proposal, because of janice... wad can i do? haizz.. gotta go ler bb all