Solitary.in.Darkness.

er... wad 2 say... 1st half of today was the youth for christ (or isit??? not sure...)contribution to chapel service. Den its recess (didnt go for communion service because i feel like goin 4 2morro's mass instead...) Play soccer in class till i had a wet back, then go DC room enjoy aircon (lucky never get chaught... hehez..). Then go Bugis for IT day (since my mum didn't give me key to my cousin house), and found another internet shop (without games... so sad...). But quite cheap... $1 per half an hour. (CHeaper that Okidspot in OCC or Cyberactive in Toa Payoh...)Went there to do IT day, and paid just that $1 for 35 mins. (The rest tmr den do lah...) Den dunno wad to do, go National library slack lah... den post this...

Now thinking about my life. I strongly believe that all people are born good, but I do not believe in bullying people and making them cry. However, I've done a lot of things to change people's lives, whether it is positive or negative. People have had an emotional scar for life, but people have also benifited from my help. What people do not know is that I feel easily influenced by the things around me. Thats right, kiddos, it is true. Maybe some people know this, but I'm feeling stressed sitting with MingZhen. Everytime he likes to do gayish stuff even when people are feeling vexed. Seriously, i'd rather sit with Liu Ran than sit with him. I just want the end of the year to come quickly... Hope MingZhen doesn't get into the same class with me next year...

Another thing about this guy's life is that he doesn't care about his dad anymore. While the products of Single-Parent families always are curious about where their dad/mum is, but i dun give a damn. Askin my half-century old mum is not gonna work. She won't tell me anything. What can I do? Only treat myself as my mum's son AND her husband. Yes. I treat myself as a dad. I don't know if this is linked to how I treat others in life, but everything happens for a reason. Why I always behave like how I do may be related to my family background, but how MingZhen acts is, definitely, a completely different story. However, I have a very caring aunt who likes to nag (sure, all women like to do so), but she nags with a purpose. She's not that young, and she thinks she wants to die. Without her means that life is boring. Its always nice to have someone making noise in the house (even if the person isn't me). I practically cannot survive in silence.

Ok. Enough of nagging. Time to go. Hope this is something like Kane unmasking (but this is voluntary...)

MR 505 blogged at 5:54 PM

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